iShou-Pan

~d-aiki (https://www.deviantart.com/d-aiki) I'm not abandoning this current one, but originally, this account was made for non-serious stuff, and I wanted an account for more serious/complete works, so I made one. I'll still update, but not as much :/ Thanks for listening world.

Mainly because. Just because. My god, when will the headaches stop. I keep thinking, and as I think more, my head just hurts. When I think carefully, it's like I can't find a single thing that I like. Why is that? /endemorant I have so much stuff to do, now that my reign of depression has come to a stop. There's sewing, stuff I need to do, fabric hunting, and of course, filling up that failtastic portfolio of mine with failtastic art pieces that mean absolutely nothing to people in real life. Seriously, I wonder what I show my pictures to people for when all they can say to me in real life are, "Aww, that's nice", or "FFF WHAT DO YOU

What Epic fail? Life. That's what. I've spent all this time thinking about my future, only to realize that there's a 90% chance that I'll be spending the rest of my life alone, because the world is much too selfish to realize that conformity sucks. What, so I don't do the shitty stuff that regular teenagers are supposed to do. I don't go out on a regular basis to random places and do things that stand out in public with my friends just to gain popularity. Hell, I don't even have as many friends as the regular stuck up 13 year old would have. I don't show off whatever I can do just because I want the world to know that I mean something. Clea